I'm Back~

It has been so long I doesn’t update and even sign in my blog. I feel so sorry for it as I have abandoned it for so long~

I seldom online since I entered Tun Tan Cheng Lock College of Nursing. As my laptop is getting slower and slower each day and I was getting fed up with it~haha~+my level can’t detect wifi……=.=lll

My college life? Well, not bad at all. Frankly I said, I really don’t like to join nursing actually. Anyway, it has been about 2 month++ I have been there. I donnot really feel that, I am really interest in it until now. However, I realise that, it has become a responsibility in me, in become a responsible daughter, and a nurse. My roomates(also is my teammate) said, I become more serious than usual(as I always in crazy mood in class ^.^) when I am wearing uniform. Haha~ As I feel that I should take the whole responsibilities as I join this field, no matter am I like or not. Am I right?

College life is really wonderful(perhaps). I feel so grateful as I am able to cope with it, to become more independent, know about new,nice friends and manage to cross this 2++ months.

I should thanks my roomates and friends(PuiYee,Chocky and Andrea+an outsider-elaine seah)haha~ As they are really my wonderful roomates and friend. We watch korean drama together, laugh together, scream together,eat together, bath together(is next door actually) and etc. I am so thankful that we have never quarrel until now(touch wood). They are really my cute friends. We can do last minutes revision together until 2am, playing crazily and a lot of crazy things you may never think about. I hope everything will be alright~I have too much of things want to write,but nothing can come out as I open my blog~haiz~Why will I become so lame recently??? I should find back my strength to study, and in doing anything.

Pray for me ya,everybody. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star is earn a lot of money to give my dearest parents a better life.

In recent months, I found that my love to mummy appears to be growing deeper ~ I start to worry, starting from1st of July,when I began to study at the College Tun Tan Cheng Lock, mummy will be lonely. . . From the way of mummy talked, I know that, mummy is afraid of loneliness ~ mummy, for sure I know the motive you want me to take Form Six is, you want me to be with you~ Certainly, I know that~ hehe~
God knows I have so much want to tell you, mummy, that as I start my life as “Head Girl” at school since I was form 5, my life after back from school is always full with nonstop quarrel with you~ haha~ Such a stupid things I did~ haha~ We can always quarrel in anything, anytime and at anywhere~ hak3~ Damn funny~ haiz~ Anyway, in this 7 month at home, I realize that, you are not as “bad” as I think~ haha~
You know what? Mummy and I, in the past few months, enjoy the life with fewer quarrel and arguing~ The most important thing is, I found that I fall in love with Mummy’s cooks~ Oh ~ especially the "white radish soup" and the potato + pepper chicken soup ~ haha ~ really ~ I love them so much~ haha~
Lastly, Happy Belated Mother’s Day and Happy Birthday to myself~ hehe~ and today is my 18^th birthday~ thanks a lot for those who give me their best wishes via facebook and sms…… especially my brother’s creative wishes and advises in his blog…… I appreciate so much and I really hope that, all of you will always happy and healthy~

So long I did not update my blog…… I’m not busy this few months, but, the mood to update my blog disappear for a short moment~ I’ve created a new blog by using pixnet now, specially for my Chinese reader, although I can expect the number of visitors that will come to my blog, however, blog is still a place for me to express my feeling~

1^st, I would like to congrates my cousin who has been married on 14^th of may~ Congratulation……

2^nd, I think that, my feeling towards “him” has been disappear from day to day……I do not wait for his massages, ”survey” his FB and even miss call again, huh~ should I feel that it’s only a temporary feeling??? Huh~ I worried if the answer is “yes”. I do really hope that I can let that kind of bad memory away and let him not to get into my life again as I like bad guy~haha~As usual and really suite a chinese saying: 男人不坏，女人不爱。 Haha~finally, I think is what I want to write for this time~ good luck to all my friends that are or will be in IPTA or IPTS and Happy Teachers’ Day~

God Bless You, Jason~Rest In Peace...

25 of May 2010, again, I lost me another family member~ My big Loh ’s family should not lost anyonelse~25 of May 2010, my cousin passed away due to an road accident at Klang. My heart is pain when I looked at his face after the accident. Jason had a nice looking before. I’ m really pity with him when I looked at his face~ How can he passed away when he was only 19??? Why God should treat him like that??? Huh~ I lost 2 Loh ‘ s family members in a year…… How can this be? Huh~ Again last day, my another cousin enter ward again due to unknown sickness…… How can so many things happened in this year??? Hereby, I convey my deepest condolences to my Loh ‘ s family members. Hope that Loh ‘ s family will safe and healthy like before always. God bless us……

New Vision, New Life Without You...

I really sick of love today……I can’t believe that, I am the one who hurt so much……Should I suffer so much because of him? I am wondering, is that all is only my own perception? Am I wrong along the way with him? NO, I don’t think so…He will never know, how is the feeling that he hurt me…Its really hurt this time…Am I really love him so much until I should suffer of that feeling? No, I want him to get away from my mind now…Let me have a new life, and gonna to meet the social…If I’m the one who is misunderstanding with our relationship, what about you???Do you think that, as a normal friend, should you keep on messaging me with the deeply “touching” words???Huh~ then, you are angry with me again, told me that, you never make me as your lover…huh~ damn~ WTH is this? Does all this is call love??? Don’t you think you have the responsibility to make an explanation if you think that, I’ve misunderstanding??? Huh~ No, you never do that… But now, you are just shouting nonsense at me, like, what I’ve done is my fault…WTH is this??? Damn…Well… Its fine…just make it simple… I want to start my new life already, lets God to see, I will success one day… Thanks a lot, you wake me up! Tomorrow sunrise is waiting for me… Tears will help me nothing. The will of me to achieve success is the one will help me. The time for me to suffer in pain is only the short moment, as Chinese always say that: 明天会更好.Yes, you are not my soulmate. Go ahead with my new perception in love and life. God bless me and everyone that read my post, my dear daddy, mummy, bro, teachers and loved friends...