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Saturday, April 9, 2011

上一次写部落格好像是上一世纪的事了,这几个月里发生了好多好多让我伤心的事,当然,也有开心的。。。。。。
感慨的,是和曾经那么要好的朋友闹翻了。曾经是那么有默契,曾经是那么一对爱闹的姐妹,感情培养の快,变质の也快。或许可以说是我自己觉得她变了,而渐渐疏远她了吧!有一段时间冷战的时候,还一直觉得愧对她,试着很努力的接受回她,直到摊牌出来的时候还哭了好长的一段时间,就连在睡梦里都还在哭。。。有谁会相信呢???哈!
冷战,坦白到现在,依然觉得好多好多的事都很不对劲,也不知道问题出在哪里。算了,只希望以后我们房里不会再有冷战了。但愿如此。*pray*
感情问题解决了,又是开学了,又考试了。第二个学期的开始让我很彷徨无助。有时还会在想自己是不是精神分裂了。哈哈!一个自己在想,今天那么累,休息一下也无妨,另外一个自己却逼着自己温习功课,赶assignment。呼!每当两个自己在拔河的时候,真的是觉得要虚脱了。想到活在自己的躯壳里,却过着不是自己想要的生活,真的是快要把我逼疯了。一边可以大笑,转身后,心马上变了。下一秒,又不晓得将会是什么角色在操控我的躯壳了。性情的变换大极让我真的觉得自己有点疯了。哈!
最近发生了好多好多事,又没有及时写下来,到现在想写的时候,又不晓得要怎样用文字表达了。唉,算了吧!
Anyway,为我打气,好吗?现在不管他了,管他是哪一个角色在扮演者自己,日子过得问心无愧就好了。然而,也希望勤劳上进的哪一个自己会战胜另一个懒散的自己啦!好了,睡了!
为明天的自己加油!Basya!Fighting!


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I'm Back~

It has been so long I doesn’t update and even sign in my blog. I feel so sorry for it as I have abandoned it for so long~

I seldom online since I entered Tun Tan Cheng Lock College of Nursing. As my laptop is getting slower and slower each day and I was getting fed up with it~haha~+my level can’t detect wifi……=.=lll

My college life? Well, not bad at all. Frankly I said, I really don’t like to join nursing actually. Anyway, it has been about 2 month++ I have been there. I donnot really feel that, I am really interest in it until now. However, I realise that, it has become a responsibility in me, in become a responsible daughter, and a nurse. My roomates(also is my teammate) said, I become more serious than usual(as I always in crazy mood in class ^.^) when I am wearing uniform. Haha~ As I feel that I should take the whole responsibilities as I join this field, no matter am I like or not. Am I right?

College life is really wonderful(perhaps). I feel so grateful as I am able to cope with it, to become more independent, know about new,nice friends and manage to cross this 2++ months.

I should thanks my roomates and friends(PuiYee,Chocky and Andrea+an outsider-elaine seah)haha~ As they are really my wonderful roomates and friend. We watch korean drama together, laugh together, scream together,eat together, bath together(is next door actually) and etc. I am so thankful that we have never quarrel until now(touch wood). They are really my cute friends. We can do last minutes revision together until 2am, playing crazily and a lot of crazy things you may never think about. I hope everything will be alright~I have too much of things want to write,but nothing can come out as I open my blog~haiz~Why will I become so lame recently??? I should find back my strength to study, and in doing anything.

Pray for me ya,everybody. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star is earn a lot of money to give my dearest parents a better life.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

In recent months, I found that my love to mummy appears to be growing deeper ~ I start to worry, starting from1st of July,when I began to study at the College Tun Tan Cheng Lock, mummy will be lonely. . . From the way of mummy talked, I know that, mummy is afraid of loneliness ~ mummy, for sure I know the motive you want me to take Form Six is, you want me to be with you~ Certainly, I know that~ hehe~
God knows I have so much want to tell you, mummy, that as I start my life as “Head Girl” at school since I was form 5, my life after back from school is always full with nonstop quarrel with you~ haha~ Such a stupid things I did~ haha~ We can always quarrel in anything, anytime and at anywhere~ hak3~ Damn funny~ haiz~ Anyway, in this 7 month at home, I realize that, you are not as “bad” as I think~ haha~
You know what? Mummy and I, in the past few months, enjoy the life with fewer quarrel and arguing~ The most important thing is, I found that I fall in love with Mummy’s cooks~ Oh ~ especially the "white radish soup" and the potato + pepper chicken soup ~ haha ~ really ~ I love them so much~ haha~
Lastly, Happy Belated Mother’s Day and Happy Birthday to myself~ hehe~ onion (48).gifand today is my 18th birthday~ thanks a lot for those who give me their best wishes via facebook and sms…… especially my brother’s creative wishes and advises in his blog…… I appreciate so much and I really hope that, all of you will always happy and healthy~

Saturday, May 15, 2010

So long I did not update my blog…… I’m not busy this few months, but, the mood to update my blog disappear for a short moment~ I’ve created a new blog by using pixnet now, specially for my Chinese reader, although I can expect the number of visitors that will come to my blog, however, blog is still a place for me to express my feeling~

1st, I would like to congrates my cousin who has been married on 14th of may~ Congratulation……

2nd, I think that, my feeling towards “him” has been disappear from day to day……I do not wait for his massages, ”survey” his FB and even miss call again, huh~ should I feel that it’s only a temporary feeling??? Huh~ I worried if the answer is “yes”. I do really hope that I can let that kind of bad memory away and let him not to get into my life again as I like bad guy~haha~As usual and really suite a chinese saying: 男人不坏,女人不爱。 Haha~finally, I think is what I want to write for this time~ good luck to all my friends that are or will be in IPTA or IPTS and Happy Teachers’ Day~

Thursday, April 29, 2010

God Bless You, Jason~Rest In Peace...

25 of May 2010, again, I lost me another family member~ My big Loh ’s family should not lost anyonelse~25 of May 2010, my cousin passed away due to an road accident at Klang. My heart is pain when I looked at his face after the accident. Jason had a nice looking before. I’ m really pity with him when I looked at his face~ How can he passed away when he was only 19??? Why God should treat him like that??? Huh~ I lost 2 Loh ‘ s family members in a year…… How can this be? Huh~ Again last day, my another cousin enter ward again due to unknown sickness…… How can so many things happened in this year??? Hereby, I convey my deepest condolences to my Loh ‘ s family members. Hope that Loh ‘ s family will safe and healthy like before always. God bless us……